at times

seeing my love ones around me to change for a good cause and looking at their confidence in their steps made me wonder can i make a change as well. can i work hard, can i bring my heart to agree with my mind, can i forget my mistakes , can i move ahead with regretting for past and above all can i trust myself. just like the great people do who take the place of role models for the universe along with achieving their top aim. they had trust in their uniqueness and intelligence moreover, they were able to put aside their past and concentrated on present. for me the most difficult task proved to stop caring about past and stop worrying for the future. but i tried and tried till i understood that the secret of success in the present. if you pay attention to the present and admire what you own currently, you can improve upon it. and, if you improve on the present, what comes later will also be better. the moment i understood i still lacked a part it.that part was weather whatever happened to me so far was for my best.life showed me both aspects of it. trusting appeared to me hurting then how could i accept to trust myself. i had the fear of being hurt from myself. but slowly and gradually as the time passed i saw examples and experienced moments which made me believe that whatever happened so far was for my good. i got hurt but it made me tough , strong and capable of protecting me own. this all also cleared me that i should simply enjoy my present because whatever has to happen it won't shake me again.the present is full of  surprises to give you, it will make you all feel fallen at some time i your life but will get you back in a improved position because what Allah has written for us is for our good.so become on of those role models and let people to admire you for your change, confidence and achievements.one time your era will also be there so its better to start lying grounds for it from now.

Love

     At that moment, it seemed to him that time stood still, and the Soul of the World surged within him. When he looked into her dark eyes, and saw that her lips were poised between a laugh and silence, he learned the most important part of the language that all the world spoke-the language that everyone on was capable of understanding in their heart. It was love. something older than humanity, more ancient than the desert.Something that exerted the same force whenever two pair of eyes met. She smiled , and that was certainty an omen-the omen he had been awaiting, without even knowing he was, for all his life. The omen he had sought to find with his sheep and in his books. in the crystals ans in the silence of the desert. It was the pure language of the World.
       He knew that his love for her wold enable him to discover every treasure in the world.There is only that moment, and the incredible certainty that everything under the sun has been written by one hand only. It is the hand that evokes person in the love, and creates a win soul for every person tin the world. Without such love, one's dreams would have no meaning. And realizing that he had loved her before he even knew she existed.

Rules

Wish

     

 oh God! Let everyone I love be happier as rain.let the pain evaporate and love stay, let today be better than yesterday, let tomorrow be great and fearless, let the minds rest and the heart work hard, let us love every creation of Yours.Let the change come and free our soul, from the memories of the past, from the pain that  lasts...from everything that hurts and from the burns that cursed.

Forget

                                 
    All day and night I hear " think about other side as well". what other side i say? so what if every aspect of our life has a good and a bad side. bad is always coming along with good. if there isn't sadness or downside than how would people be glad to see happiness or progress. if daily keeping in mind the downside than there is no chance that someone can exploit their ability. their mind keeps on acting as a barrier between their achievements. without thrill life is dull and becomes a constant stage for tedious activities. that is a reason why its acceptable to forget bad and look forward to good.let life be simple by not thinking of every negative at each step coming ahead. complications prove to be unhealthy for humans especially when they give out the ease of easiness. to live  healthy, young and happy there is a trick and that is to smile and be simple with going towards good rather bad.

Feel Free

Just go and shout.let your voice be heard by the sky and the world. sit or stand but listen only to your heart. give your self a chance to rule you. let it develop naught ideas. force it  to laugh day and night.make it forget the expression of stress plus worry. roll free in every corner of the house.occupy our space. never leave a moment of dark clouds in your life. push those clouds way far. somewhere from where it cannot search you back. remember you have a proven share of this world.  it exists to provide you with your desired wishes.sing your favorite songs neglecting whether others  would like or not.
  Do mistakes and learn from them to do better mistakes next time. experience every single moment of your life. make every day a beautiful memory.jump in your bed, play your guitar and hang out at your favorite spot. welcome surprises in your life. roam like if you are the only attractive point.in other words feel entirely free to make the best use of  your right on this world.

Meaning Full

Attempting to ruin your ability is not how it has to go. everything that appears to be harming us, in way or so actually prepares us. makes us familiar with the harshness of the world. each and every element of our life is for a reason.  these elements grow us daily little by little. life is a powerful word. not just word but a chance. an opportunity to prove ourselves  the best if not the perfect but work towards perfection. life is useful if we live it by striking for its goals. the aims and targets that literally keeps us breathing. 

   In this world every second a new soul comes to live plus an old soul leaves forever but the world admires and remembers only those who leave their footprints behind. make a mark of their name and achieve the secret of happiness.the heart does feel the pain and face disappointment. however, this feeling of being a jerk lightens our mind. it makes the inner us strong.and agrees us on the words that no, I am not made to be ruled by the gaudy people of this world nor I am free for getting used by this world. because my life has a meaning. it has a bright future. I have the ability to shine as I am special. no one here is a waste but unique in there own. so there is no point in lowering your head before all. learn to speak for yourself, learn to stand with your head held high and struggle to change your destiny.open your mouth and use your voice. don't stand the torture anymore. as i believe your all are a gift.

Searing Water

 Raindrops fell on the thatched roof and the streets got empty like a desert without vegetation. she was standing there alone, helpless and with  broke heart. no one to hear her. no empathy to cover her.those drops from her eyes accompanied with rain made her more weak.she wanted to shout as loud as possible. from the core of her heart.she wasn't ready to accept it. but her mind kept on torturing her by bringing in again and again to her knowledge.it seemed as if the world had vanished, only the water was there to  company her, to give her support . at present her mind too started to betraying her.
     Her body knew one job. that was to keep on walking and she was walking in the dark of the night.her hand felt heavy but why she thought. she didn't bother to look at her hand but she did. and there it was the newspaper.her soul was screaming throw that  piece of sadness far in the dark.instead of keeping it away, she brought it near her eyes. she continuously repeated reading those sentences.the sentences that were not less than death. they came as tremendous wind and blown the happiness of her life away. they stated the dead of her son in a bomb blast.her son was the only family she had. now it was just she and the water.